Need

I'm praying about going on Beach Reach again. At the beginning of the month, I was positive that I wasn't going to go, but it just seems to keep popping into my head. I don't know what to do. I know that I haven't sought God as much as I should have where this matter is concerned. I don't want this to be a decision that is solely based on my feelings or what I think is best for me. I'm scared to commit my time. I need to find peace about my decision through Christ. To my readers, please pray for me.

I'm semi-lonely, which I know is an awful thing to say since I'm surrounded by people all the time. It's true though. I feel disconnected from life because my world has basically been consumed with homework and Olive Garden. I miss my true friends who were accountability and encouragement. I miss having deep conversations about the works God is doing in our lives. I've learned that every semester brings a change, and I just have to accept it. I know we're all where God has us, and that's all that matters. To my few readers, I miss you.

I need Jesus.