Rain

I miss home. It's really strange to me because it's not often that I long for my family. This year is different though. I really enjoyed being with them this summer.

It's raining really hard outside. I'm on duty. I don't want to be soaking wet when I get home. Maybe it will stop raining while I am walking home. How perfect that would be.

Tonight my post will be a bunch of random thoughts because my brain will not function enough to form deep ones.

I'm kind of nervous about Sunday. I will be seeing a friend who I have not seen since I graduated high school. I was bitter for a very long time because she got married and basically, forgot about me. Or at least that's the way it was in my mind. I've forgiven now, but I hope this meeting isn't awkward. I know Teaven is really excited about seeing her. We used to hang out with her and her husband a lot before they got married. We were both in their wedding. I think it'll be a good reunion.

I don't want to work this weekend. I have too much to do, and all I really want to do is have a relaxing weekend with friends. Unfortunately, I need money. Stupid money.

I really should be studying for my quiz tomorrow. I'm probably going to regret it in the morning.

It's really funny how different it is being a freshman. It's like once you become a junior/senior, you enter a completely different world. Freshman year begins to feel like camp. Always playing with your friends, not really worrying about classes... Then you get into your major courses and freak out because your doing RA stuff, Bible studies, working, other campus stuff, who knows. You're realizing that soon you will be in the real world, and you don't think you're ready. I want to play as long as possible. I want to be carefree as long as possible. I'm not ready for college to end. not yet. I'm not ready to leave all my friends... they won't be a building away anymore. Oh man, I don't want to think about that anymore.

I'm really excited that I'm learning how to cook. I still have a long way to go, but at least I'm getting some good recipes together.

And the rain keeps falling....