Curious

I'm not really sure what to say...

I had an awesome time with Brooke on Thursday and bought some really cute new clothes.

Work on Saturday wasn't as successful because it was really slow.

Easter was pretty good. Teaven and I had a "date". We got Chili's take-out and watched The Proposal. I love those kinds of dates.. basically, I just love being with him.

I'm finally beginning to admit that I can be sensitive. I can be really sensitive. I don't know why I try to lie to myself and pretend to be something I'm not. It never works out. I take things said to me very personally, even when they're not really meant to hurt.

I'm also curious to know why my relationship with God can be such an up and down experience. One week I'm doing great; the next is not so great. Can't I just want him all the time? Why can't I always desire more time with him? Why do I let silly things stand in the way?

I have to go to class now. Typical.