Teaven and I have found the perfect place to have our wedding. It is everything I have ever dreamed of. I always had dreams as a little girl that I would get married in a mansion or something and walk down stairs in my beautiful wedding gown with everyone looking at me but my eyes solely on the man I am marrying. Given our financial situation, I never thought I would get married in a place this beautiful. I am so happy. I'm no longer apathetic about wedding planning. I'm more excited than ever.
I'm just so happy. Happy to be marrying a great man. Happy to know that my best friends will be standing by my side and being silly with me. Happy to know my family supports this desicion and is excited with me.
My parents have surprised me through all of this. My older sister always told me that my mom never really helped her with her planning, so I wasn't expecting much from my mom. However, on Wednesday, my mom went with me to the place and fell just as much in love as I did. AND that morning, my dad offered to go around town with me looking at other places. They have offered to pay for the venue, which is much more than I was expecting from them. It's so sweet for them to be so genuine and excited for us.
I'm still having issues with my older sister. I'm not sure what's up with her... maybe just the pregnancy, but she's hurt my feelings some in the past few weeks. First about Russia and then about me not making her a bridesmaid. I think she may just be jealous, but I hope she is more encourging as the time comes closer to my wedding.
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